It is decided...

I will be moving in one week. That is to say, I will be completely moved in one week. This is to try to salvage some of the rent money that I will be paying for the entirety of next month.

So, not as much work to do this weekend, but tomorrow is still moving day. Tomorrow, my bed goes to the new place! Whoo hoo!

I am pretty excited.

Work to do.

Looks like I am trying to move in a week. Wow.

So. I have a ton of work to do.

Another day, another change.

I am doing well.

There is so much going on in my life right now, so many changes, and it seems to continue with every day.

And the amazing part is, I am choosing this. I am choosing to change my life.

I have to admit, weight loss/fitness has taken a bit of a back seat in the mean time. I have been very busy with a few things, like visiting family and friends, and trying to get my apartment in order.

Some things that I have decided are going to happen in my life, in addition to the weight loss/fitness changes that are happening/going to happen:

I shall give blood. I thank Marshy for reminding me. I let the opportunity pass me by a few weeks ago. This time, I will not wait for the opportunity to come to me, but I will seek out the option on my own.

I shall become a Paramedic. Right now, that means hoping that I can get one of the company scholarships to P-school. If I can not, that means I will be finding a school that is not $10,000.

I shall travel. I can not afford to do so right now, but I am making plans to visit my friend Jeff in Germany. I am hoping to find a way to visit Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada for the 2010 Winter Olympics. I miss traveling.

I shall find a church. I miss church. Christianity is a big part of who I am, and I want to be involved again.

I shall seize the day.

I shall strive to improve myself daily.

Yes, I shall.

I want this.

I want this shirt.



Fitting, no?

They even make it in my size.

The big update.

Kind of huge update, this shall be. Not huge as in long and informative, but more in a what has happened that changed my life completely way.

My marriage fell apart. This morning, my wife left for the East coast, where she will be staying with a guy who she met on the Internet. I guess they have been secretly falling in love for weeks or whatever, but it was not secret enough. I have been suspecting for a couple of months, and all was confirmed a couple of weeks ago.

Of course, I am fucking devastated by all of this, and how it happened so fast, but my outlook is extremely positive. This relationship has been a struggle since the beginning, and it has changed who I am for the worse. So, it is time to become the person I am supposed to be again.

I did a little bit of anger eating this morning, but I am done with that. The anger is back in check. And right now, I am just relieved to finally have this bad situation leaving on a jet plane.